Only I Can Be Me

This is Miss Ingu on a Sunday morning!

I am a morning person. I was born at 5:17 AM GMT+7 and although currently I live somewhere in GMT+8 area, I set my alarm at 5:17 AM everyday.

I love waking up early in the morning (5 is quite early for me!). It's not that I manage to pull that everyday but I never regret the day I rise before the sun does.

I love my solitude moment in the morning. Catching up with myself, checking what I've been up to, letting myself enjoy the life, breathing the air just for myself, things like that, you know.

I'm so in love with morning that I am tempted to fix a rule for everyone. It's good, no, it's great. I enjoy it. Why can't everybody else do that? Why can't it be my suggestion for anybody's better life? Come on, fellow earth people! Wake up and smell the world!

Yeah, that won't work.

This particular morning I wish I am a more socially acceptable people. I wish people notice me more, comment on my status. I wish I know what to say on some casual hang out moments. I wish I had witty lines fresh and ready inside my brain.

Yeah, that won't work.

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When the world is only in plain vanilla, it will lose its only flavor. It will become tasteless. I think if inspiration only comes in the morning, if everyone is being in love with the idea of waking up in the morning to get the best of the day, I think it will lead to a big cut of wonderful things.

I can already imagine a thing or two. The awesomeness of stars and things up above. The peace of cool silence which is distinctly different from morning silent breeze.

And I have my own flavor. I might not have in my hands the flavor of being popular. I might have in my hands only few doses of social skill but I think that's the best equipment that I could have.

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Who knows the number of skills in this world? I bet it's a big number! And an advice about traveling I read somewhere told me to travel light. And yeah, if life is a journey, I want to travel light.

I might not get the Swiss knife, a compact tool that gives you many things you need with the size of the palm of your hand. I might only get a 14 inch of laptop and ten fingers which weigh ten times more than a Swiss knife, but the fact is.. only I can be me, the same thing with only you can be you.

Who knows what the future brings? Maybe in the next few months or days I will get myself a set of skill that I have never had before. There's no rule saying that we'll be carrying the same set of skills for a lifetime.

And there's no rule saying that I cannot force myself to do something with the skill I am not prepared with. Who knows? It could be that I just didn't see it before or it could result in a failure, maybe big one. And if it fails me, does my life end just like that?

You wish!

I am traveling light,
I am enjoying the scenery...
and it's magnificent!

cheers,

You Are Not Dr. Lightman

I promise I won't read your mind anymore.

I think.
I think.
I think that is a stupid line.

You're not Dr. Cal Lightman.
Nobody is.

Question To The Mouth

Can we really speak without meaning it? at all?

Say, just to fulfill the need to speak.

If we can,
are we lying that way?

This is a question to the mouth,
and brain,
and soul (are you an organ, dear soul?)

Do I really mean to ask this?

a girl who is waiting for her 200 Megs of file to print,

HSDPA

sweet...

singing: I want to be a geek a little bit more..!

Hi There, February!

Dear fellows and February,

I proudly report that my January morning Kaching went smooth except for few days (but I managed to catch up).

Hey, hmm..

I got a lot to say this morning. I did. Now.. I just don't know how to say it..
But please let me try.

OK, I can't.

I can't.

Sorry I bother you reading something like this. Hm..

I feel like I need to put a stop into something.
The sentence has come to the period.
The rainy season is here again.

.. and I'm writing this listening to this one of Glee soundtrack (it's a song by Rolling Stones actually):

You can't always get what you want.
You can't always get what you want.
You can't always get what you want.

Oh, wait. Let me rewrite it in my own way:

I can't always get what I want.
I can't always get what I want.
I can't always get what I want.

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But if I try sometimes, I just might find
I get what I need.

I Am Awesome

Deal with it!


*ahhh.. great morning is when I can say that every day!

Dear Mas Sam,

I am

Seriously,
are you alive?

Morning Kaching!

With the spirit of new year resolution, I hereby announce that I have made my first morning kaching today!

Morning Kaching?

Yes, morning kaching, people! I will save 3000 IDR every day.

If I consistently do my morning kaching, before the end of this year, I will be able to buy something.

This one:

Why, you may ask?

Because I adore dragons, that's why.

Pagi Ini, Pagi Kemarin

Kemarin

"Nak, cuci piring."
"Bentar, Ma."
-- Toy Story 2 di tipi

Hari Ini

"Nak, sapu rumah."
"Bentar, Ma."
-- Monster, Inc di tipi

4:47 PM

Unto holiday!

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Hopelessly…
I feel like there might be something someone that I’ll miss


*ya, ya.. sengaja milih jam ini..

The Green Bench

"Is there any enjoyable routinity?"
"Yes, I believe there is"

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There are two things I wish I said.

One.
It is routine, dear.
Two.
Waiting for you at the green bench in the morning.

Pronomen

Pronomen is a spell.

It contains magic.

The question is.

What does your spell do?